urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:auxiliarypower auxiliarypower auxiliarypower 2007-09-29T20:01:54Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:auxiliarypower:7145 2007-09-29T20:01:54Z 2007-09-29T20:01:54Z i am almost&nbsp;140 lbs. (5'8)<br />terrible<br />none of my clothes fit the way they used to.<br />i need to lose like twenty pounds, and quickly<br />im doing a liquid fast&nbsp;with some girls through&nbsp;longingtobethin--- until monday<br />although i should really further my efforts beyond that<br /><br />so depressing<br />youd think that when you find out a guy (who you lost your virginity to, a friend since elementary school) doesnt want to be with you...wont give you the time of day...youd think it would make you try harder to be thin, and to lose the weight. but its the reverse, i just keep eating.<br /><br />im so stuck. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:auxiliarypower:6286 2005-06-01T19:01:25Z 2005-06-01T19:01:25Z why do i feel guilty about having this diet diary...?<br /><br /><br />(119) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:auxiliarypower:713 2005-04-03T07:52:27Z 2005-04-03T18:29:31Z <img src="http://images6.fotki.com/v95/photos/2/200700/738088/friendsonly-vi.gif" alt="stephanie&#39;s " /> <br /><br /><br /><br /><br />this banner brought to you by:<br /><br /> <img src="http://images6.fotki.com/v78/photos/2/200700/738089/dreamystyleblu-vi.gif" alt="dreamy styles link" /> <br /><br /><br /><br />in addition;<br /><br /><a href="http://quizilla.com/users/darkmoonrain/quizzes/What%20rating%20is%20your%20journal%3F/"><img src="http://images.quizilla.com/D/darkmoonrain/1056295829_sratedmc17.jpg" border="0" alt="mc17"><br> <font size="-1">What rating is your journal?</font></a><br> <font size="-3">brought to you by <a href="http://quizilla.com">Quizilla</a></font><br /><br /><br />and finally, a little insight about me (hehe, the silly sort, of course):<br /><br /><br /><img src="http://images.quizilla.com/N/noillusions/1042492403_sDrawing1..jpg" border="0" alt=""><br>You are the drawing.<br /><br><br><a href="http://quizilla.com/users/noillusions/quizzes/Saint%20Exupery&#39;s%20&#39;The%20Little%20Prince&#39;%20Quiz./"> <font size="-1">Saint Exupery's 'The Little Prince' Quiz.</font></a><br> <font size="-3">brought to you by <a href="http://quizilla.com">Quizilla</a></font><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><b>[i cant afford to be confusing as to the seriousness of topics enclosed, so here is the simplest sort of clarification i can offer to all of you curious browsers<br />- deep breath -<br />this journal deals with diet and diet-related struggles and/or discussion. mind you, this is not a pro-anorexia log. if you are not interested, please do not ask to be added as a friend on this account. my entries seek out insight, support, and understanding. thank you so much. &lt;3]</b>